030108 - UK

Cecilie came to say good bye to Tiree. She was such a drama queen about it. Yesterday she called twice because she was so sad that Tiree should move. But when she came here she was busier watching the telly then playing a last time with Tiree. I asked her to go and play in the snow with Tiree.

It’s the first snow in Mary Ann’s life. I wanted to take a picture with her in the first snow. But Mary Ann seems to be getting a cold soon, I think. So I better not. She still eats fine so she can’t be having a hard time. She just sneezes a bit and seems a bit more tired. I have a dilemma. I’m so happy that she is comfy with me and I can get her to eat fine. But in the same time I find it problematic since Neil is on leave with her and not me. I would like him to be more relaxed about giving her the bottle. He still stress about it, wanting her to eat more. I also want her to eat better but I think the frustrations go directly to her. There’s no need for that. She still grows and seems fine. Actually she has grown out of her very first rompers which she got from my colleague Annika. I can tell you this much: it was a big moment for me to put it away. I cleared a whole shelve in my closet in positive mindset: soon there will be a lot more clothes lying here too small for her.
When Cecilie had played here with Tiree, I drove her back to her mum’s house on my way to water aerobics. I’m starting again planning and booked so I can go every day onto I go back to work. It didn’t start well, though. I feel sick. I couldn’t do much so I just enjoyed the warm water since today was in the baby pool. My friend Astrid was also starting out slowly so that suited me very well.