011107 - UK

Neil had to go on his own to the hospital today. I had appointment with the doctor and other practical appointments. Now, my blood pressure is too low. I have not been feeling well today. So that was the explanation. The plan is now to take less of the medicine. Then the doctor will see my again in two weeks time.
The first thing Neil said when he came home from the hospital was, “We will defiantly have to show her boundaries. She is so stubborn”. Neil wanted her to change side to lye on, so her face does not get too flat. Nevertheless, she kept on turning her head as she wanted. Oh my, I am afraid that she looks a little too much like me. I remember way too well my entire crisis because I wanted to bee in charge – all the time. Especially when I was at the hospital as a child. I went to the hospital in the evening today and sat with her for one hour. That was great. I love the quiet evenings with her. She gained weight again to 1125g. If she has gained as she is suppose to on Monday, she might be placed in just a normal crib with a water mattress that will help her keep her body temperature. She will then be able to have clothes on. Things quickly improve.